Saturday, August 14, 2010
I am not sure of my emotions towards him? what's this? PU-OL? or simply i realize that i am not ready of anything with him? or simply i realize that i was wrong? and afraid to take chances to be hurt all over again? i can't find happiness towards him as we go along with our journey together with our son. one of the reason i fear is that we might be like his family. i can't afford to have a husband like that and a broken family. there is something in him that i really can't figure out but i know that would lead us to nowhere. 2nd reason is that so many problems with his side. his family's attitude which i can handle. i don't wanna feel this way but i had no choice and i don't know if this feel right. oh God help me what to do. coz in my stage am looking for love that would satisfy me for my happiness. Posted by beautiful soul at 9:10 AM
